Everyone has a role to play

hmm... always wonder, am I really in the right course?

"Plant Biotech"

Is this really gonna be my future? Am I gonna succeed in this?

Whenever this comes to my mind, I'll always tell myself not to take this too hard because everyone has his/her role to play in life. It's just the matter of time, one day, at the right time, at the right place, we'll find ourselves contributing something to the society, nation or the world.

No matter what course you're in, you might be in doubt that whether or not what you study now will lead you to a bright future... don't be... just try your best to play your role and have faith for whatever you're doing right now. One day, you might find yourself excel in it OR you might find yourself doing something completely unrelated to your studies, but that doesn't mean that you've failed in life, just that you might have found a better path to success. :)

So, every second, every minute, I pay attention to what I do, to try and find out whats my real interest and what am I really good at, for example,

If my dad ask me to clean the garden, remove the weeds or mow the lawn, I'll do it with full effort. Who knows one day I'll success in doing Gardening/Farming and make it as my career.

Sometimes when I'm invited for BBQ party, people always like to compliment that the satay, chicken wing or whatever I grill is very delicious.... hmm I take that as a real compliment, who knows one day when I'm jobless, I can still be a satay hawker. haha

Success is just how you define it, some people want to be really rich, some people just prefer to live a simple life with family... it's all up to us to decide :) To achieve success, no doubt we must go through ups and downs, but as long as we don't give up, one day we will sure achieve the success which we wanted.

Need to improve our ratings again!!!!

For your information, the blog nuffnang isnt showing advertisments anymore!!!!

On our blog only.

Why is that so???

cz we aren't blogging anymore..

so i suggest we come up with a post every day. Just with different pangeelapongers.

If you have any creative juices or something to voice out, just say it here.

No one is here to judge.

To all those MOTHER FATHER hypocritical crocodiles out there, if anything here is not worth your time. Please deprive us of your self consciousness and leave us your comment in the box. We will kindly attend to your thoughts in a million years time ==

sorry for being rude there.

Biggest Mistake Yet?

Due to unending nagging and pestering from both dad and friends, i decided on a saturday afternoon to chop off my darling hair ==. I am frankly speaking here, i hate going to the hairdresser. Firstly, i dont know what style i want. Next i want something low maintenance which i can easily maintain larh. 10 minutes is considered high maintenance. Next, i am afraid of sharing my thoughts on how to cut my friggin hair with the stylist cz it my drive them into thinking that i think they are not good enough. finally, i am always afraid of the outcome.

So i went to the usual shop, derrick and team at mid valley. No i dont remember the name of the stylist who last did my hair cz i visit that shop 2-3 months once. so yeah. i always go for the same wash and cut (35) cz its the safest. i dont dye my hair cz i hate highlights (looks gay). I will only dye my hair if the whole hair gets dyed. i sat down and grabbed a magazine so i dont look overly nervous about my visit here. And as usual the same person comes, i forgot his name. crapeish. he speaks in canto to me :) so i dont have a language barrier telling him that i FINALLY came back. He always ask me ( gei loi cho ar chui hou yat pai chin tou fat) when was the last fucking time you cut your hair?

then he proceeds to tell me what style should i cut. hmm this is the complicated part. i cant explain how i wanted it to be cz i dont have the picture with me. The hairstyle i wanted was planned earlier with someone cz i will be totally helpless without her. but i FORGOT to bring it.

The next fucking problem was that i cant tell him how the picture looks like cz its kinda complicated and i dont really equip myself with hairstyling vocabularies. so yeah. i told him what came into my mind at that instant.

Him: Lei yu mat yeh style?

Me: Short and spiky

omg come on htennek, short and spiky? i could have think of better words than short and spiky. gah so i took of my specs (yes i hate contacts, veli the tiring larh) and let his magic work.

Did it worked? i guess its for you to decide. One said no LOL

Right now i am running my fingers through my hair, short hair thinking was it the biggest mistake yet? hmmm, i dont think so larh.

Busy, Friends

I was browsing around the folders in my computer and
I found this old picture which I edited,

out of a sudden, I felt like writing an update on this blog, hoping to make it as active as the Merapi volcano.

Anyway the latest eruption, on the 5th if not mistaken, has killed around 64 people; then we have serious floods in Thailand, Perlis and Kedah... are these the indications of end of the world?

Looking at the picture, I start to feel like life in Uni is not as happening as it used to be...
perhaps we all are getting busier with studies and assignments so we become more and more "stingy" to allocate time for friends to carry out some fun activities.

Though it may not be true for other courses but it's quite apparent in our Year bioscience...
It could be due to the size of the class, or the combination of people from everywhere which don't really match each other?

Or it's just that the effort is not there?

I remember last time in high school, teachers always complain that our year; the 1990 born are very passive and we are more selfish and care only for ourselves... although not SCIENTIFICALLY PROVEN yet, I can see some true in the statement. :(

At times, we're busy chasing success in our life to an extent where we might neglect the merit of family and friends.... sometimes it's ok to slow down the pace in life and look at the sceneries around, see is there anything worth you stopping to have a look or care.

Billows of Affection

I compare thee to a beautiful start, an ugly climax, but a beautiful ending. How you began left me feeling enthralled, wishing to go on all the way; I pursued you with much enthusiasm.

But as the moments pass by, sweet becomes bitter; light becomes dark, as I now see your full fury unleashed. It has affected everyone; affected me it has, too. I could only cower, hoping that this stage is momentary. And as hoped, it was.

I watch the steam dissipate into what lured me to you: into a stage which made me love you. At the end, I reached out to you and then embraced you, wishing that this stage will last forever.

As a student, many would wish so: but your cycle must go on and that I accept. And so, I closed my eyes, last watching you smile with much cool.

And then I wake up again, once again, to a beautiful you.

Semenyih mornings are beautiful.



* a more meaningful post from me next time, hopefully (: *

Someone triggered me to blog

well lets see. i found out all out post are lacking pictures. crapeish

minnie mana kamera lu????

i cant bring my fujifilm punya cz its damn blardy big and inconvenient.

NEWAYS, we are having few days off from uni life as some lecturers are cancelling their classes. which is a good thing because firstly christina is indian, pretty obvious right?

next our dear daniel smithy cancelled his class. i wonder why. i think its because his wife is indian as well. from the facebook profile picture. so that figures.

finally i wonder why there is no class for asgar. is it due to his nationality? i heard he is from india so one way or another he celebrates deepavali eventhough he is a muslim. no pun intended.

any how i love holidays. although i intend to dedicate this holiday to finish my assignments i am doing a bad job trying to stick to it. wasting my time away sleeping. i think i lost my ipod and i am friggin depressed wei. how la.... damn broke already to get another one. and the new one is friggin ugleh...., i want the classic one but friggin exp wei... need to starve myself for a few months only can get it. zzzzzzzz

i need to get back to my assignments/ movie so i am planning to blog tomorrow.

to stefanie lee S H .... safe journey to the land of merlion and you bettar get me something i tell you... if not..... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

night! have fun this diwali and happy holidays

It time for an update finally

htennek-

Keat keat's birthday was today but we had a drink session yesterday in conjunction with his 12 oclock birthday. As predictable, if there is alcohol, there will be ivan minnie and ronald. We started with light albeit gassy drinks such as carlsberg. As you know carlsberg is made using Saccharomyces carlsbergensis. If you dont believe, ask christina. Moving on, stef was already high on a few doses of sparkling juice but she kept denying it. We played a few games which are meant to get everyone warmed up. And bloodyhell i was forced to down that bloody coke mixed liquer which doesnt really taste good. By that time, most of us are red faced but not really drunk yet. So we started on the cake woohoo which wasnt that bad. after the cake, we started on the Jeevamoney Davies brought at a local store. anyhow minnie assumed the role of mickey and started yelling at everyone lol. so we had to bottoms up alot. basically in no time, stef who was already high was now on cloud nine. Eeleen can basically to a basic routine of pole dancing if given a pole. alcohol was on the floor and the room stank of alcohol. messy !!!!! at one point only one of us vomitted, no names mentioned. I sleep over and woke up the next morning feeling extremely hungry. as i am typing this out, i havent taken any form of solid food except for some choco biscuit i had in the morning. dinner is soon so i can get my fill. note to all other pangeelapongers, do upload something please. blogs are not meant to survive. they need human touch!!!!!!!